hmm. recently read the od of a fren of mine. used to be on talking terms earlier this yr. but later i didnt like of what i tot her actions were. she seemed so emotionless. so weird. but outstanding in her own way. den we drifted apart. but after i read her od, i realised she is diff from who i thought she was. she does have feelings, etc but juz doesnt spill it out. i dunno. but i'm juz having different opinions of her now. seeing the better side. hah! yea. thats about it. wanted to spill it out.

hey. i got an A2 for my hmt prelims. i'm so happy!!! wee!! i got 70.5 which will eventually get rounded up to 71. its an A!!! i'm beaming!! my paper two. i did badly. 70.5 over 110. tts onli about 60++%. my sentence formation got 3/15. told ya i'll flop it. but my compo is wat pulled my marks up. wee. i didnt use any flowery languages. but i got 55/70! hee. am happyHAPPYhappy. my letter got 15.5/20. so overall paper one 70.5/90. yea.

other info on the hmt prelims results:
- 45 % distinction in the whole level
- 4ht3 had 14 distinctions (1o A2 and 4 A1)
- 4ht4 had 3 A1s
- kasthuree got the highest in 4ht3 (more than 81.5)
- other 3 A1 students in 4ht3 are harrish, aravinth and prabhu (all frm SAS)

today had english prelims. frankly, am happy that i got an A for my tamil. my englsih cannot make it la. 169 words for summary (supposed to be 160). wrote rubbish. couldnt finish. contradicted myself in the compo on working mothers. grace was saying tt she got influenced by alk and was sleepy during the paper. hah!

you will never be replaced ;
8:51 pm

ok. i;m writing (typing) this 18 hours before getting my prelims higher tamil results. i'm freaking scared. i know my sentence formation is a sure fail!!!! summary-i dunno wat i'm summarizing. compre-dun remember sitting for it. mabe the answers were too short. haiz.

wat will i get tml? b3? b4? c5? c6? will i even pass?! man!!! i'm scared. pple say tts wat i always say b4 i receive my results. but for god's sake, I REALLY MEAN IT THIS TIME!!! haiz. i'm juz so nervous. have this inky feeling tt i did badly. but also another feeling tt it wun turn out so well. if i get a one, i'll be jumping around. for the next few days, if anyone asks me anything, i will agree to it. woo! i think if it is even a two, i wud be beaming! man! this is torture.

i wanna pon sch tml. so i can sleep for ten hours. den wake up. drag myslef to uptlc and view the horrandous(sp) results. and cry? nah. i muz be strong. haiz. wth! pathetic pam! PRELIMS!!! one paper itself ish giving me a headache! major one! wonder how the other 8 papers will be.

i'm feeling so pathetic. pity luann. i'll be bugging her about it the whole of tml. shall update tml. hopefully if i am in a calm state of mind.

you will never be replaced ;
9:06 pm

REASONS FOR ME NOT PASSING MY EXAMS.

there are 365 days in a year.

there are 52 sundays in a year. sundays are rest days.
days left =313

50 days where the weather is too hot and very difficult to study. summer holidays. (er. singapore got 2 months with such weather rite?) **
days left=263

8 hours of sleep daily. total ish 122 days.
days left=141

1 hour for playing daily. its good for both mental and physical stress. total 15 days.
days left=126

2 hours daily for food comsumption and bath. food needs proper chewing. need to scrub properly. totals to 30 days.
days left=96

1 hour of talking daily. i need to socialise. 15 days taken.
days left= 81

exams days. at least 35 per year.
days left= 46

march holidays. june holidays. september holidays. festivals. at least 40 days taken.(we still go back to sch on most occasions)
days left= 6

sickness. needs 3 days.
days left=3

movies. functions. at least 2 days.
days left=1

MY BIRTHDAY!!! how to study on tt day?
days left=0

hmm.. no time to study. lyk tt how to pass? =)

**if reason not accepted. we also spend 50 whole days in school. yea.

(took this from a forwarded e- mail)

you will never be replaced ;
4:21 pm

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hmm. yea. tts all i gotta say for today. =)

you will never be replaced ;
8:47 pm

had higher tamil prelims today. paper one seemed ok. OKAY onli. wrote a letter about shifting sch building. den my compo was about the need for foreign maids and why muz we treat them properly. hmm. tts seemed the easiest. but the word 'foreign' kept haunting me. was there a stress on that word? were they juz generally talking about maids? i dunno. as for paper two, i think i really screwed it up. man! it sucked. as for summary, i dunno wat shit i was writing. i cudnt even differentiate which was necessary and which wasnt. and for the compre, i'm scared. juz not satisifed with my answers. sentence formation was lyk shit!!! max marks attainable 9/15. sure gone case la pam!! serttal pirittal max marks 8/10. wth!!! feel lyk crying!!! vocab i always sucked at it. so am expecting nth out of it. den cloze passage, it all depends on luck. i finished it within 5 minutes and didnt bother checking. arggh!!! crap la!! i cant even get a B for my higher tamil. man. i was so dependant on my htl. now its lyk down the drain. worse thing is tt its the prelims!!! =(

aft tt went to kfc for lunch with sherian, nishanthi and puvanes. hehe. had fun toking about weird weird stuff. from grandmas smelling cockroaches to sherina receiving a spanner for her birthday. lol. tt was really funny. her class guys gave her a spanner so tt she can tighten he screw whenever she get crazy. hee. it was her birthday today.

mm. went for tuition aft tt. tuition seemed fast today. yea. there's this new guy in tuition. lolx. so nice. he's not lyk the sexist kinda person. wee. finally. for the psat year, all the guys are lyk so quiet. maybe afraid to reveal their deep maturing voices. but this guy talks! hehe. and his gf quite chio. looks abit lyk kh's girl. hmm. saw her when she once waited for him after tuition. =) eliza and i were lyk talking alot today. we reached the trafic light in front of my house at 6.15 but we onli reached home at 7. we spent the time talking. haha. tts wat hapens if u know someone for 10 years.

bought a 7200. hehe. got a new plan. which ahs free incoming call all day. and onli 500 free smses. my previous pod line had 700 free sms. so, thats a drop of 200! haiz. its alot. tt means i have to onli send 16 msgs a day. hmm.. treid controlling. been 3 days and i've sent out lyk 56 up to now. tt means tml i muz onli send out 8 msgs. haiz. sux la. i got 50 minutes of outgoing free calls. haiz. muz wait for the bill at the end of the month. by then prelims wud start. PRELIMS!!

sas are having prelims now. hehe. good luck guys!

you will never be replaced ;
10:50 pm

HAPPY 39th BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!!

wee! today ish national day. 39 years since Singapore gained independence. wee-o-weet! Me will be going to watch the parade later. hahaz. but i wun be able to come home on time to watch Singapore idol.

Singapore Idol. Never knew Singaporeans were so daring to join such stuff. I also had, and still have, the feeling that Singaporeans dont take public embarrassment lightly. They (we) tend to think about it and feel miserable over it over and over again. Yet, alot of people were at the auitions. Judging from the advertisements, I think quite a number of them have potrayed themselves in a silly manner. The show will show us more, i guess.

Ok. tt paragraph was a silly attempt for proper english. lol. yesterday ann the day b4 yesterday, i sent sooo many sms-es. gosh! i do feel so guilty. haiz. muz control already. max 22 sms-es per day. lolx. anyway. i slept for 14 hours on the 6th of August 2004. yay! after going to nuh, i came back and slept at 5pm. woke up a couple of times to reply sms-es and greet my great-grandma. den went back to sleep. =) woke up the next morning 7.40. i'm happy.

tml is a school holiday. yippee! no reading period. no tamil class. no boring lessons. hehex. i rather stay at home. or go for tuition in this case. =) hahaz. lalala. hope there's more of such hols nowadays. wee!

btw, the saint andrews guys will be starting their prelims this week. wednesday. GOOD LUCK GUYS!!! may the force be with u.

b4 me go off. sara. all i do ish be sarcarstic to her whenever i cant stand her. tts it.

you will never be replaced ;
8:59 am

to sara : hah! but she wasnt tt irritating until recently rite? hmm. but besides, we've onli got lyk 4 more months b4 we part, dowan to be so mean in tt 4 months rite? hEe!

to grace: hmm. i dunno whats wrong. juz dun lyk him. u aso dun realli know why u dun lyk me rite? ya. similar to tt. =X

yesterday, guides was fun!! i was slacking!!! supposed to fall in 7.30am. but i onli woke up at 6.40am. how? so me sms-ed adeline, sheryl and i 4got-hu. den i slowly got ready. hEe! den went to macs to buy kelly breakfast.

den dunno why aso. mdm eu decide to postpone the starting of the rehearsal to 9 am, instead of the 8. haiz. ok lorhz. stay in heaven while sheryl went around tieing pple's hair. den we started drilling the rest. hmm. about their drills and attitude. *no coments*

den at nine, fuyong came and said tt we needed to go assemble. den me and siim ynn went to the scouts to find faizal and nasri. we 4 pull flag. den later found out tt nasri went for maths remedial!!! arghh!! i dunno how to pull flag. den we call eirfan to fall out. haha!! den later eirfan confessed not to know how to pull flag!! =@ den faizal go teach him. hEh!

when the four of us went to the field, it started to drizzle. thus, we went to the canteen and slacked. then, started toking jokes. racist jokes. hah! evil pple. however, aft some time yinhao joined us. wah! his mood was totally different from that of yesterday's, where his face was 'black'. yesterday, he was so crappy. hah!

den later, halim joined it. den aft tt halim and yinhao left. den the 04-05 malay guys came. den they left. den yinhao came again. etc.etc. eventually, at ten o'clock. all the contigents went to assemble there. nasri came back. eirfan had to go. lolx. haha. den they keep changing their minds about whichflag goes where.

by the time, they started their first try-out, it was 11++. we've beens tanding there for an hour plus lorhz. haiz. den e 4 of us realised tt we would be onli standing there for a very short period of time. for after which, we can slack. yippee!! pamee slacker!

but dunring the first try out hor. the guides march past was horrible! horrible is an understatement. haiz. i dun feel safe handing over. i dunno. i realli think we were too good to them. TOO GOOD!!!! (another understatement). but we;ve lyk onli got a couple more of weeks. i'm gonna miss guides alot!! hah! (and maybe scouts). but the second run, thoughit wasnt tt good, i think their marching had improved alot. good.

evntaully the whole thing ended at 12.40. too late to go for tuition le la. 1.00 still have'nt dismiss them. den nv go. tot my dad wad mad, judgin the way he spoke on the phone. hey. but look, i'm still alive. tt means all is okie.

btw, i think xinle screams(high pitch)/nags/craps(in a bad way) with/to the juniors. aiya. wonder what she's doing man! love is blind la. but i tot it was onli towards the stuff related to the guy. please open ur eyes and see whats going on around you la girl. haiz. haiz.

stayed up until 2.00 sms-ing. =X i was lyk dozing off in between. muz i thank someone? hee.

you will never be replaced ;
9:44 am